长篇鬼故事 - 韩国恐怖小说之脸

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她被认定失踪，对自己的工作毫无热情的两名警察来到公司，记走了我的一些陈述。没有人怀疑我。没有出现她坐上我车的目击者，也没有在现场附近看见我的人。她的失踪事件就这样稀里糊涂地宣告结束。她从世间消失后，光明和平和来到了我身边。然而，这种幸福并没有维持多长时间。

两个月后的一天早晨，我停止化妆，看了看镜子。最近皮炎越来越厉害，从鼻梁上开始的皮炎发展到眼睛下面。洗几次脸，仔细化装后，皮炎消失了。

第二天，洗脸后再次看镜子时，发现皮炎更厉害了。皮炎发展到脸蛋，用面膜仔细擦干净，也没有消失。下班后，我去了医院的皮肤科。看完我的脸的医生用严肃的表情说明了诊断结果。

“您听说过脂溢性皮炎吗？皮肤保护膜发育不完全就会脱落，头皮屑就是脂溢性皮炎的一种表现。事实上脂溢性皮炎除头部以外，皮脂分泌量较大的脸部或耳朵上也能出现，严重时甚至发展到胸部或背部。您的脂溢性皮炎好像出现在脸部。我先给您下处方，晚上洗完澡后吧药水服到脸上。”

用医生开的药水每天晚上服到脸部后，脂溢性皮炎好像有些好转，但这是暂时的。皮炎越来越厉害。

几天后，我被脸部的疼痛惊醒，看镜子的我喊出了可怕的声音。右边颧骨附近深深地陷了下去。用手一摸，骨头并没有碎，是颧骨本身凹下去了。一个早晨，颧骨就莫名其妙地凹下去，简直是无法理解的事情。完美的脸部出现了致命的缺陷。我的脸部在发生某种变化。皮炎也越来越厉害。一开始像鱼鳞一样脱落，后来变得越来越厚。

从那一天开始，我没有去公司。我不想让任何人看到我这张脸。吃午饭时，我看到什么东西落到饭碗上。仔细一看，是红色肉块。肉块是从我脸上掉下来的。看镜子，肉块掉下来的地方正在渗出黑红的血。我这才知道我脸上正在发生并不是皮炎的未知的病变。

第二天洗脸时，鼻尖掉下去了。鼻子像用胶水轻轻贴上的假鼻子一样，无力地脱落，在洗手池里面乱滚……

我的脸在一个星期内变得无比丑陋，狰狞。嘴唇掉下来的那一天，吃饭时突然发现在嘴里嚼的肉块就是自己的嘴唇时，我直接跑进洗手间，把嘴里的东西全部吐了出来。

最后，脸皮脱落了。嚼嘴唇后，发了疯似地洗脸时脱落的。我再次看到镜子里的样子，整个脸几乎变成变形的黑红的血肉块，极为凄惨而恐怖，连恐怖电影中的怪物都能吓晕。

三天后，脸上又出现了其他变化。脸部肌肉覆盖着雾色薄膜般的皮。仔细一看，我的脸部变成了很大的蚕蛹。

我无法睁开眼睛，也吃不了任何东西。事实上我根本不觉得饿。我安静地躺下来睡着了。几米远处什么东西在接近我，慢慢地。我无法看清那个东西，只能感觉到模糊的轮廓。缓缓接近我的东西突然扑向了我的脸。是她！

喊着救命睁开眼睛的我跑到了镜子前面。我再次恐吼起来。是她的脸！硬梆梆的头发，头发里砸进土豆块般的突出的额头，深深凹进去的小眼睛和集聚在眼睛周围的肌肉，低矮的朝天鼻子，比鼻尖还突出的牙床和门牙，红红的皮肤和张开的毛孔，无秩序地突出的青春豆，以及所有这些因素的不协调。

我变成了她。

接受了几次整容手术，但毫无效果。只要做完手术，相同的事情就会再次发生在我的脸上。像普罗米修斯的再生的肝脏一样，她的脸又覆盖了我的脸。带着她的脸过余生，对我来讲是比死亡还要重的惩罚。

我只能选择自杀。

头发在乱飞。我对死亡已经没有恐惧了。只是害怕看到映到建筑物大厅玻璃顶棚的自己的脸。没有勇气再去看变成她的脸的狰狞的面部。地面越来越近。

我紧紧闭上了眼睛。只用五六秒的落地时间仿佛被拉长成好几个世纪。看来死亡的瞬间已经逼近了。过去的日子像电影胶卷一样快速从眼前闪过。

我与她所有的事情在脑海中盘旋……

“自我暗示！”

在理性和感性像线团一样乱的脑子里突然出现了“自我暗示”的话。从前曾在心理学书本上读过对这一单词的解释。从催眠或觉悟状态下得到暗示的人无批判性地接受暗示者的行为，并坚信这种暗示，采取某种态度或判断的就是“暗示”。这种暗示不仅从他人那里得到，而且也能产生于自己给自己的刺激中，这就是“自我暗示”。

我这才领悟到跟脸有关的所有事情是我人生的最后的自我暗示。我想睁开眼睛，想最后一次看看我的脸。我睁开了眼睛。落下来的我的身体映到玻璃上。玻璃非常干净，像镜子一样。我的脸映在像镜子一样干净的玻璃上。我看到了不是朴银智的我的脸——鸿智仁的脸。

我的脸在轻轻地微笑。

Introduce:Cut one by one ended. I loosened the hand that holds a building to carry baluster on the head, the body is down a face to tilt, double foot left concrete baluster part. Beside sweep wind, weight pulls me to lower part, I to drop below the building. My body crosses 30 glass below to make hall ceiling, the time that falls to the floor also does not pass 56 seconds at most. Below the action of acceleration, my body will cross glass to make ceiling, fiercely bumps the have one's body smashed to pieces after marble floor, brains of or cranium burst, or skips piece, or cervical vertebra breaks off to finish on the spot life. Still have, this piece of face also will bump rarely namely cling to sodden, cannot identify. Great period is acting, once had seen a piece of poll picture that be beaten by bludgeon and loses body completely, connect as complete as the head depart. Say to forbid, my face also can become that model. Not be I do not fear, but even if is such, the life that ends this one dreariness is my desire finally. The ground more and more approach me, the hair was blown by wind gruffly, I closed this one room for action that I take eye …… to today, because,be completely she. See she is to just entered high school for the first time the following day in the morning. After allocating class, outside sitting to appoint me on the seat to looking at a window, the drab and dull high school that couplet thinks of to be about to begin lives. Other girls people admit already ripe face, chirp like spadger, stimulating my ear film. Suckle flavour individually dye-in-the-wood, need not want to know these girls people what install in the head is what thing: The appointment, boy friend, boys in library meet unexpectedly, first kiss is waited a moment, simply dull appeared. Like middle school times, I still became high school hind on of children look attentively at an object: Like silk ramshackle hair, pliable facial form and tender like the baby white skin, grow long eyelash and bright eye above the double-fold eyelid of appropriate, two side control straightforward nose needle symmetrical circle bead the nose ball like, in the person with right length, the lip that the gently upgrade when flexibly outstanding lip and smile furls is pointed, and all of these place spotless perfect and harmonious. Arrived junior high school, I had been used to accepting the eye that comes from the envy all round. When although also have now and then,be being bothered, but because of fine-looking and get another person look attentively at, it is the issue that makes a person cheerful. Taking beautiful cheek to come to this world, it is the most appropriate condition that lives on the world. Worldly pair of pretty women are infinite and good-tempered. Hold mom's hand, when going on the driveway, the thing that gets candy from inside the uncle that have never met before or uncle hand makes the terrified that in one's childhood I feel clinking, but go up after junior high school, I am more and more familiar at to