长篇鬼故事 - 泣血千纸鹤

十一、殇

夜已渐深，我独坐窗前，沉思良久。

窗外滴答地下起雨来，云哭了。

我把那个塑料盒虔诚地捧出来，我知道，我捧的是一千颗心，或者说一个愿望。

我一股脑儿把它们全倒在桌上，密密麻麻，层层叠叠，堆积如山。我的脑海里想象着那个阴郁的男孩，他翘着笨拙的手指，时不时扶一扶哈里波特式的黑框眼镜，叠着女孩儿家的玩意儿。他的思想干净，心如止水。

他甚至从来没对我说出一个爱字。

忽然，我脑海里灵光一闪，像是明白了什么。

我快速地开始一只只拆开这些纸鹤，然后就看到了纸内标着的数字。l、2、3……

果然，这些纸不是简单的白纸，这些纸上藏有秘密！

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只是，这些拆开的纸上全是些奇奇怪怪的鲜红色痕迹，断断续续，像是一条条蚯蚓，看不懂是什么。我仔细分辨，发现那些红色的东西竟然是血！

我把它们拿到地板，开始按照上面的序号开始拼排，1、2、3……轮到换排，它居然明确标写着第二排、第三排……

我惊呆了，我看到了一幅缜密的血色拼图！我开始手忙脚乱地拼接起来，那张纸越来越大，越来越宽，最后竟变成了两张床单那么大，而上面的红色蚯蚓逐渐演变成了这样一句话：

紫菁，希望不会吓到你，因为我知道，像我这样的人，最后能够让你震惊的，或许仅仅是我昙花般的生命。我不能一直保护你，可是我希望，在你今后的日子里，永远都不要受到任何伤害。

丁墨。

每个字都很大，很红，血色欲滴。

我的眼眶突然湿润了，眼前用心血写成的字迹幻化成一团团赤红的火焰，深深灼烧着我的心！

外面雨声渐骤，空旷的夜空扯下重重雨帘，似要洗净世俗的一切尘埃。

静水流涡，下面是何等的激越奔涌。丑怪的贝壳，身体蕴藏的竟是血与泪包忍的珍珠。

“丁墨！”我站起身朝着外面叫，我跑起来，我跑出客厅，跑到走廊，跑到楼下……

“丁墨！丁墨！”

可是，他不可能再出现，他不可能再听到我说任何一句话，前几天曾让我无比恐惧的那种感觉不可能再出现，我再也不会觉得我身边像多了一个人。

只有我自己，只有一个孤零零的自己，独留在这个满是伤害的世界。

我失落地仰望天空，雾霭沉沉。哭泣的夜空没有一颗星，更加没有哪一颗是属于那个微不足道的阴郁少年。

我跌坐在地，全身乏力如同散了架。

天地之间一片凄迷，我看不到那个天堂。

可是，我知道，他一定在冥冥之中注视着我，他透过镜片的目光安静、圣洁，不带一点世俗的杂质。当然，会一直陪伴我的，还有那1000只泣血千纸鹤带给我的一个小小的愿望。

Introduce:One, Jing " fold crane of 1000 pairs of paper, knot 1000 mood, putative center and heart can meet …… " I weary lazy ground crouchs on the bed, listening old in old radio old old music. Begin not to feel what, but listening, I resembled be being touched by this music suddenly some nerve, sit up at a draught, "Ka " the ground twisted the radio. Outside, it is the night of heavy, so black that send irremediable. Again a bit further, the lights of bits and pieces resembles is demon small piece palpebral, look outside from the building of this suburb, they more appear Yao cannot be reached. Such better, this not more resemble my mood nowadays? Anyway since nearly half month, there is light all the time in my heart. Harm, harm evil-mindedly again! I do not open the lamp, such silently a person is curtilage in the house, lick taste loneliness. Do not have everybody Mian tonight, will be about to graduate this tomorrow to us the artistic school of leave school is unripe and character, it has distinctive sense. What I did not attend them is convivial the Party with insanity, I do not want to let my be in in the last night of this city even the Feng Rele in their memory is spent in artistic institute of earth, I chose us 4 sisters add up to this suburb hut that hire to ban his tiredly outside. Abrupt, I hear to be transmitted in darkness " Ka " the ground clear sounds, back-to-back —— " my heart does not regret, relapse instead answer it is for you, 1000 paper crane 1000 hearts …… " that song was sung again unexpectedly. Strange, did the radio switch on the mobile phone how automatically? In my heart " click " , a kind of weird feeling emerges suddenly mind! I threw that radio, turn on the lamp in the room with the rapiddest rate next. Faint ray is aspersed at a draught full this hut, two pieces of beds, a desk, a computer, the corner that relies on a wall is leaning on the group of part of speech that a fitness uses, the guitar of color of shaddock of a palm is silent and pensile everything does not have …… unusual. But, in the house that but I have a kind of very strange feeling,—— is not worth 20 square this, seem to still have an individual! I am alarmed the ground 4 examine, be without place to obtain however. I deliver the view to the radio of crust of the black on the ground, it puts on a stern expression silent as the grave, also did not ring again. I what a moment ago returned because of the thing of that unpleasantness that graduation and near future produce bellyful sadness, inner instant already was held by deep horror. I feel to there is the feeling of a kind of chilly in this house, there are a pair of invisible hands in darkness, help my to turn on close